Monday, January 10, 2005

A glimpse through the window....

I'm "brookshallprez" and my good friend an recent Baylor Alumni, Sam Ikonne is "SASEIKON." I don't know why I'm actually publishing this. Its not like I'm an especially whiney person. I guess this is just the closest thing I can give you into my mind-set right now.

brookshallprez: so how was SO CO?
SASEIKON: it was fun
SASEIKON: it was a good getaway
brookshallprez: yeah, no men in white robes?
brookshallprez: awesome
SASEIKON: plent of confederate flags
brookshallprez: no crap man
brookshallprez: lol
brookshallprez: i mean, i'm only a pollack and I felt self-conscious
brookshallprez: jk
brookshallprez: but seriously, i really liked it when i visited
brookshallprez: beautiful country!
brookshallprez: how's Kel? good i hope?
SASEIKON: she is going good
SASEIKON: just doing the same old, same old
brookshallprez: i'm honestly glad to hear it
brookshallprez: so, i'm well, than
brookshallprez: heart still different shades of being broken. -but thanks for asking

SASEIKON: well over time things should be fine
brookshallprez: thank-you, "dear abbey"
brookshallprez: ;-)brookshallprez: any more cliche' advice to give?
brookshallprez: i'm actually joking
SASEIKON: well i mean what can i say other than the next time you enter into a relationship make sure it is for the right reasons and understand that nothing is for sure
brookshallprez: i think this time was for the "right reasons" but it just didn't work out
brookshallprez: and i think, honestly, that i should just stop torturing myself by wondering why i got dumped by just saying "she was a psycho who didn't value my state of mind enough to let me know why i got dumped" But I've tried that. And, it turns out, I don't think she's crazy at all. Just... just a mystery.
SASEIKON: Neil here is something helps me through those times, most girls dont know what they want
brookshallprez: now that's good advice
SASEIKON: especially at this age half the stuff they say they dont really believe and many of there relationship amoung themselves aren't that real
SASEIKON: so we as guys just have to be patient for the right girl that wants a geniune relationship
SASEIKON: cause most girls want to be love, but have never taken the time to be humble enough to actually learn to love someone eles
SASEIKON: they are in love with the idea instead of knowing what the reality is all about brookshallprez: dude, this is good stuff
brookshallprez: honestly
SASEIKON: yeah i only came to this conclusion after first examining myself and realizing i have those same problems
brookshallprez: oh damnit
SASEIKON: cause i mean if you read 1 Corinthians 13 and see what it says about love brookshallprez: i suppose you're telling me I'm as much to blame as well
SASEIKON: not necessarily i really dont know everything that happened
SASEIKON: but i mean i think it is healthy to look at yourself and examine possibly what you might have done wrong or why you did the things you did
SASEIKON: and take lessons from that
brookshallprez: yeah...brookshallprez: but this year has sort have been a case-study in "regret"
brookshallprez: end of the college career... "what could I have done better?"
brookshallprez: first semester of Grad school, immersed in people that are, for the first time i can honestly remember, for the most part, every bit as smart as I am
SASEIKON: yeah that is life the only thing really great about a person is that there is only one of all of us
brookshallprez: yeah, we're all unique... just like everyone else
SASEIKON: but i believe that is the great thing because God has just made one us and we are called to do something in a way that only we as unique individuals can do
brookshallprez: Way to go, Sam, completely ignore my cynicism
SASEIKON: yeah someone has to
brookshallprez: keep going, it completely adds to the effect that's going to come out when i publish this all as a blog
SASEIKON: cool i am going to be part of your blod
brookshallprez: yeah, also part of my "blog"

** a couple of minutes go by **

brookshallprez: get it? i was making fun of you just then
brookshallprez: y'know, you miss-spelled "blog"
brookshallprez: i corrected you...
brookshallprez: is this thing on? (taps mike)
SASEIKON: i have a cold so i am not as sharp as i usually am
brookshallprez: excuses, excuses
brookshallprez: long story-short
brookshallprez: thanks, Sam
SASEIKON: well i plan on coming to Baylor on Firday
brookshallprez: wicked
SASEIKON: no joke
brookshallprez: you can look me up
SASEIKON: yeah i will call you on Thursday
brookshallprez: do it
brookshallprez: hollar
SASEIKON: i will
SASEIKON: i might come in on thursday night it just depends
brookshallprez: if you need a place to stay...
brookshallprez: call Eric
SASEIKON: thats hot
brookshallprez: ;-)
SASEIKON: nah i'll call you instead
brookshallprez: word
SASEIKON: or Hassan
brookshallprez: seriously, though
brookshallprez: my casa
brookshallprez: es su-irish pub
SASEIKON: right, right
brookshallprez: so you can come over and not drink with me
SASEIKON: well i'll call before i come
brookshallprez: can't wait
brookshallprez: night bro
SASEIKON: night

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